A Poem for Parents
(Before I fall to sleep ...) by Patience Allison Hartbauer
Before I went to bed last night,
Or, were you too busy,
Were you nervous or uptight?
I try so hard to please you,
But, I know I goof a lot,
My pranks and foolish antics,
Are the only weapons that I've got. You forgot to ask me how I feel,
And, did I have a busy day?
I wanted so to talk to you,
I have so much to say.
I am starving for attention,
I am starving for attention,
No toy can satisfy,
I hunger for approval,
Heaven knows how hard I try.
You seldom ever notice,
You seldom ever notice,
If I smile of if I frown. Perhaps you think I'm alright,
That nothing gets me down.
I need to be encouraged, I need praise to build my pride,
I sometimes struggle with emotions,
That keep churning deep inside.
Perhaps you feel that I am tough,
I can cope with anything, But I am still a child,
Growing up can sometimes sting.
Don't let me fail all by myself,
Don't let me fail all by myself,
Hold on and help me grow,
For if you haven't time for me,
I have nowhere else to go.
I hurt and often hide my tears,
I hurt and often hide my tears,
I search for guidance and direction,
I need to know that I am loved,
I need a show of warm affection.
I hope that you will hear my prayer,
And help to make things right,
Please let me know how much you love me,
Before I fall to sleep tonight.